a facebook story

ummmm, there's something i should confess. though i rarely ever get hit on, when i do...the same two conditions always exist:

a) they are physically unattractive and/or weird&dorky

b) they fall madly in love with me and propose future marriage

as in, they always say, "i'm going to marry you one day". true story. like, there's a list. now clearrrrly, i've been in a relationship with nicholas for four years (and they know that) but when a crush develops, they fall hard. i don't know why or understand it. but for real, it happens. (four times, in case you're wondering).

why am i telling you this? because i used to work with a guy (years ago) who was really easy to talk to. we played the dots game together during slow hours. anyways, he was kind of a computer nerd (like, makes his own websites and will probably be rich one day) and yea, he liked me. and no, i'm not vain - he told a manager that "we had a connection" and he "was waiting for me to leave my boyfriend". soooo fast forward to a few days ago. while on facebook, i noticed that he asked friends and family for feedback on his new business website. out of curiousity, i looked at it. and found a hell of a lot of misspelled words! i submitted my feedback and complimented his site for looking nice and professional, to which he responded..."Thanks Sam. I appreciate it." or so I thouuuught.

you see, umm, here's the awkwardish part. i receive email notifications when people comment on certain things and therefore, his response(s) to my comment were received via my inbox. and though "Thanks Sam. I appreciate it." is what appeared on Facebook, I discovered he had first sent the message below (deleted it) and then posted the visible response. ohhhh snap! and whaaaat. he's totally a nice guy and we actually got along really well. so seeing this was flattering in a "cute" way. though totally shocked me at first! let's put it this way, if things don't work out with nicholas and this dude does in fact become a millionaire, i'm down. hahaha. don't judge me.